Thursday, March 29, 2007

Note to self

Its stupid..very very stupid.. to let your eagerness to do something good, to get better of you..your moves will backfire very badly and motives will most certrainly be misinterpreted!!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Since couple of days.. have been feeling really low..like a failure..in all aspects.. nothing seems to be working out the way I would like it to..everything..atleast most of the so called 'important' things..are screwed..no real hopes of things shaping up..totally badly screwed..
I thought I should blog and vent out my frustruation..then I felt that I have been using my blog as a listener..a non-complaining-always-there-for-you listener.. some thing which I resort to.. when I want to talk to someone but I dont/cant..I think most of my recent posts have this sad/depressing undercurrents..lemme do a quick check..3/7 last posts fall in this category..if I include this..its 4/8..50%!!hmm..may be I should start recording good things as well..I dont want my blog to turn out to be a collection of sad thoughts..