I am afraid..afraid of introspecting, afraid of looking back and facing the dreams that I shunned, the dreams that I put to sleep because I chose other things over those dreams..the dreams that I never shared with anyone, because I felt no one would understand..they would look like silly even stupid dreams to others..but they were close to my heart..and I chose to ignore them, just to be a 'normal' guy..

I dont want to be in this position.

I dont know how to avoid getting into this position.